ליזי סביצקי על הצורך למלא את הריקנות באמצעות אלכוהול וסמים

I remember my first week at college before classes had even started um getting really high smoking marijuana. And then I went out and got really drunk and blacked out and I was so scared because I was like I just got to New York City and I that really scared me and I think I was talking to myself but I really think it was like a prayer to God. I didn't know it at the time. like I didn't know that that's what I was doing, but I guess that's what people do when they're in a desperate situation. You find yourself believing that there's something bigger than you. And I said, Lizzy, you have two

choices. You can be this person and you can go down continue to go down this road or you can get your life together and you can resist the temptation to do that again. you don't want to do that again cuz you got lucky this time that it wasn't worse. And I would get it together for a little bit and then I would always end up back in that same situation and it would just happen over and over and over again. I would more more and more often get um drink until a blackout and not remember.