ליזי סביצקי, על הרגע שבו החליטה להיגמל סופית מהאלכוהול

I would um take my daughters to dinner at like 5:00 p. p.m. because my husband would be at work and I would want I'd go to this kosher restaurant um that knew me. I joked that I was like on the meal plan there. Um I would show up. They would they knew exactly our order. They would bring out the food to my two daughters and they I would have my fruit salad. That's what they called it, which is just my never- ending glass of wine that they didn't even charge me for cuz I think they just felt sorry for me cuz I was just like I appeared probably to be like a very sad person and they would just um

keep refilling my glass until we left. And then I would um and then I'd push the stroller home, put my kids to bed, drink more on the couch till I passed out. Um, and I would drink wine and then when I would get at the restaurant cuz that was like socially appropriate. And then I would get home and I'd switch to vodka or tequila or whatever. I would drink anything. I was an equal opportunity alcoholic. And then I would do other things like I would water it down so I could drink more. I could drink a ton because alcoholism is a progressive disease and the more you drink, the more you need to get drunk.